I feel like a murderer. I can't get this off my mind. I need to pass a drug test within a month or else I'll be on probation for the next two years, yet I am rolling a blunt right in front of me. It didn't hurt this bad until I opened my email and saw what I saw. I realized what I did. I'm never going to be a good person, which is something I am 100% convinced of. I just wanna get fucked up.
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wurzelnIs it a drug test for marijuana or coke? Have you ever tried that drink that's supposed to cleanse your body of any signs of drugs?- actone_sceneoneyeah but they check my urine for the levels of creatine in it which is the active ingredient in those drinks to make your pee clean :( i've tried everything i think the only way is to just suck it up and stop smoking for a couple weeks
- wurzelnDamn. Well, you can do it. You're strong enough to stop for a bit just so save yourself ya know?
- (Anonymous)oooh you're so hood. not.
- actone_sceneonethis is too funny .. do you realize i moved away from buffalo SIX YEARS AGO and you're STILL sweatin me ! i love it .. six fucking years later you imbeciles still cant leave a name, you think i'm not hard then come with it be about what you say you're about if you wanna get it . my address is 9223 corfu ct. naples, fl 34114 you wanna fuck with me ? leave the bubble called buffalo new york and see what happens to your ass
- (Anonymous)Six years ago? You really think it was six? You moved after freshman year. That was not even four years ago....and you live in Colorado now
- actone_sceneoneglad youre keeping tabs on me ;) whatever 4 , 6 it was a long ass time ago and you still read my shit . stop fantasizing about my life and get one of your own . my official address is in naples florida, im currently residing at 9019 e panorama circle englewood, CO 90112 . i'll be moving back to florida in december and my address will be in jacksonville florida, and then in september i will most likely be attending savannah college of art and design . and my phone number is (904) 540-1699 ... if you really think you have any place trying to speak on me, we can meet up next time i am in buffalo and we'll see what kinda shit you're talking
- (Anonymous)wait you dont even know me. im just reading your entries and you seem like you think youre mad tough. but you really have no idea what the hood is like
- actone_sceneonehow would you even know that ? what i don't understand is why you're trying to call me on being fake or something when this is MY journal. I don't possess this for any purpose other than to vent .. when i moved to florida i didn't tell anyone i had livejournal and same thing with colorado because i don't write this shit for people to see and state their opinion on . i've been lucky to live in nice houses and neighborhoods during my lifetime but it doesn't mean i've never been kicked out or placed in bad positions . i've been to hell and back and i really don't care about my or anyone's socioeconomic standings, my experiences are mine and you can't come in here and try to tell me that i don't know anything about "the hood" cause i know that i've been to jail, i've seen a dead body, i've sold crack so just because i live in a big house doesn't make me naive . & i don't even know you ? you don't even know me and you're trying to tell me what my life is about... why wouldn't i get defensive?